on butts

Master and I ran into an old…. friend yesterday . And has always had a brush on me so… whilst I was leading these two around they were well behind me commenting on my, well, behind and it got me thinking on my relationship with my butt. I have always liked my rear, or at least since I’ve had an opinion on it and I think that started in the fifth grade.
I am a (very) white girl… as in glow-in-the-dark white. In the fifth grade I hung out with 3 black girls and one day my friend Ashley said, “Most white people have flat butts but you, you have a nice half a globe” pretty much out of nowhere. I guess I took this to heart because even in middle school when “Baby Got Back” came out it gave me reason to be proud of what my momma gave me as it were.
Now have a big butt comes in handy, as Master has more to spank. So no, I am not your skinny girl but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

on kneeling

THERE I was- kneeling at work.
I was washing the slicer rails in the deli where I work. These rails start at roughly knee height and go to about the floor,so kneeling made sense. Otherwise I’d be squatting it up-side down. But I reflected then about kneeling and it’s sanctity. One usually only kneels at a religous service or if submissive, at the feet of one’s Dom(me). Some would say this, too is a type of religion. And I guess, in a way, I was serving a master at that time… work. The master who pays me for my service ,which in turn helps me serve my family by being able to support them. Just a glimpse of insight, I suppose.

Catching Up.

So I’ve not posted in forever and decided to change that post haste. Our ever-changing dynamic has, well changed. We have both grown more comfortable with our roles and life is much better for it. Our household has gone through a rule change: for 1/2 hour after every meal all 3 of us clean. This includes our toddler. Varying success right now, but I’m glad we have come to the realization that I may be submissive but I am still only human and can’t both work and be the only one doing housework. House hubby/Master needs to help and our kid needs to learn to help, too.
Kink-wise I recently found that I LOVE being slapped in the face. Confusing to me but I will go with it. Master just needs to miss my ears (cuz…ow.) We’ve been finding more playtime which means less sex sometimes but equally fullfilling (if not more) experiences. I am one happy kitty!

((cat)) pt 1

She wakes up in a strange room. It look like your every-day living room, except… bars are in front of her. She realizes she is an a dog crate. A quick assessment shows that she has straps keeping her knees bent, socks of some sort attached to her hands and… a tail? Hmm.
A lovely woman strides into the room, bending over to expose a lovely view off cleavage. “hey lil cat. Are you ready to come out? No talking now.”
She is confused but crawls out of the cage when it is opened, mewing a question.
“Oh sweetie, maybe you don’t remember but you signed up for this. A sort of retreat?” A well-manicured hand scritches the top of her head. “To discover yourself?.” And at that the woman sashays over to the armchair and sits.
She wanders around the room, noting a basket full of kitty toys. Using her hand as a paw she begins to bat at some yarn. “good cat. We should get along just fine!”

Happy Holidays!

It sure has been a crazy couple off weeks but I am so blessed with the people in my life it was completely worth it! Christmas was full of excitement especially with a 2 yr old around! New Year’s eve was my favorite as we rung in the new year with a verbal renewal of our contract an a kiss to seal it :D Master is soo romantic sometimes. One lucky kitty here purr purr.
Master had to go console a friend whose mother passed away today, which is keeping him gone overnight. Thus I am up at 2 =in the morning. Being away from him is always hard, but I’ll live. Hey, maybe things will get…comforting over there and he’ll have a steamy tale to tell ;P We can dream eh?

day 2- 30 days of submission

2) Describe who you might submit to and how. Are you exclusively submissive in marriage or just in the bedroom? Are you submissive only in the context of a scene or in a role or throughout your daily life? Are you submissive to play partners or only in the context of a relationship?

Mostly I am submissive to Master. Otherwise it is to whomever Master says I should be submissive to.

Good Day Off

I work so damn much it is rare to have a day off at home but today was. We were even kiddo free so… we slept til noon. We had a wonderful day together… even played some vde games :3. Goodnight for now

day 1- 30 days of submission

Since I have never really blogged well before I thought a good way to start would be the 30 days of submission meme. So here goes…

1) Does your submission – either what you practice or what you strive for – have a label? Do you view your submission as Taken in Hand, domestic discipline, top/bottom, dominant/submissive, master/slave, owner/pet, or some other description or combination? If you do not use a label, why?

Well Master/pet would be how we generally define it, though it ius a bit moe than that. He is My Master always but I interchange between being more domestic/slave to more lg to a straight up kitten… though it is like a sliding scale more… I’m always all three but often oneor the other is in the forefront during my real service time (when the kid isn’t present). I actually feel my most sexual when my kitty is strong with a good dose of slave on the side :3.